i'm back!

hey what's up guys?i know i had neglated my blogging due to have no idea what to post up.but now,i should be write down what has happened in my recently days.
well,still doing the same thing,no much changing,hanging out with my lovely dudes every weeks(love'em),attend my class but it is depends on my mood okay haha,meet up with darling when he is free(love him)! sometimes i would do my nails to do improve myself,i just did the pedi nails for my dude ash and she said my product were praisedby many ppl and they said that was so special.thanks lot dude but it was taking our many hours like omg and it was really so unforgettable so sorry to u!!
to darling: i really had a very nice days with u lately.i just could describe with 'i love YOU'.
to chyii: dude u're going to study,hope u have a good times and a great starting on ur future.i will support u always like i always do even u don't realize.love ya!
to ash: "bitch"as u called me.really so sorry at that night we both know la haha.hmm thanks for ur supporting and ur adviced i knew that earlier.love u like i always do!
to mak: hey bestie,i know u're so tough and stressful recently,pls do relax ok.i always worried abt u,its true don't doubt at me,so glad that we can meet up soon.hmm just hoping that we will never change our's relationship like currently.love u!
to cwei: hey buddy,i feel that u're so stress nowadays,always talked abt the sadness something,cheer up baby!!u are the best okayy.

FINISH!!!!thanks for reading.wth the new post right? like what u think?!!whatever!

矛盾

前几天和他出席朋友的生日，是女的。她曾经喜欢他。看见她的时候，我就觉得她很好人，笑容谈吐都很好，尤其她笑起来的眼睛很好看。怎么我会有想撮合他俩的感觉？我自问我不是个做得很好的女朋友，怎么他会看上我呢？傻到想要离开以撮合她跟他。他说他们只是好朋友，而我爱的是你。听见这句话才比较心定了下来。。我也爱你。。

the memorable trip@redang

looked so weird.

i love it!!

thanks to my darling.loves ya.

this is Rainforest Cafe.

i was going to bath!

the path through to my room.

the beach and the bitch.

i like this 1!

actually it was so painful.sei ding!

we lived in redang beach resort.

in the early morning of the last day.before going to had our's breakfast.

the couples.

the messy table with us.

wtf.

yeah i.

meixin,jolian,darlings.

the beach and us.

the handsome 1.

it was our's room key.what a coincidence!E27 means Esther 27.

i still remember the night that we sat on the beach and counted the stars,still remember what u told me,still remember there were only we both at the night.i love the feels nobody bother us.i really have a relaxing days with u.anyways i promise myself,i will go there next year!wait me redang!

useless...

im feel like don't want to attend the class.whats the reason?LAZY plus stomachache its so painful...but it will waste my parents money,make my darling feels disappointed on me. what to do?......

想哭

是，我就是酱臭脾气！！！我很乱不懂要怎样！！！可能我自私。。。

TREASURE

today is our's 6months annivesary.
don't know what will happen tonight.
but anyway,i'm appreciate what u did for me in this half year.u will beside me whatever happened on me,and sure will giving the sweetest hugging.i love u because u are my only one...
i don't hope to lose u in one day.treasure u always. . .

mei wei wei's 18/521 birthday

what a coincidence!both of them are born in same years same month same date!
bwei and ah nuo.

the flash made me couldnt open my eyes=)

i and the birthday wei.

ykuan and b.wei

c.wei and b.wei

yea,that is she,the bitch wei's birthday!!happy belated to u ya,treasure ur eighteen^^!well,we went to her working place to chilled a while after three of us and her frens went to another fren's place because her frens just moved in!!anyways wish bwei have a perfect 18 in this year!!good luck dude!!

SORRY

ooh god!i woke at 11pm i just slept 3hours more so pretty tired,but i really got to wake up quickly because he was coming to picked me up.almost 1pm reached OU.i was starving after shopped there a while.we ate mcD and the lunch meal really so unexpensive a!!i'm lovin' it!! after that,we went in to guardian to bought some stuffs that we need to go to the Redang.i think we stayed there almost half an hour more then baru back.due to the street has a street market so we went over there.walao,the weather is fucking plus freaking HOT!!but i didn't care it,i wanted to shop around there.fortunately i had bought some lovely things otherwise. . . . . .


so-so-so-sorry my poor darling,he accompanied me half day to bought my stuffs.i'm so selfish,didn't think abt ur working,watse ur time to shopped with me,i knew u were so tired.SORRY...

how?

oh my gosh!!!!!!!!!现在正是早晨七点钟啊 我睡不着啊！！翻来复去的，待会儿还要去逛street market买些去旅行的东西!!失眠的感觉好辛苦叻，很很很眼睡！！现在正准备打给在熟睡兼时常迟到的的他呢，第三通了才接，声音还要是piek下piek下的 哈！不过我喜欢。。。
不知是否习惯了有他陪我入睡，没了他，很不自在。。。

期待

期待着下个星期五的到来
期待着我们将会有什么特别惊喜
期待着我和他的沙滩漫步
期待着一块儿的沐浴阳光
期待着夜晚的海浪声
期待着我俩一起数星星
期待着蓝沙的出现
期待着我和他的假期。。。

grandpa's birthday

the naive cousin who i damn heart!!

looked like set membership.

who made me laughed at the night when i was really upset.

love u both although i always made a fuss.especially mum.

well,i had disappeared long time ago from my blog due to have nothings special stuff to post plus i have no mood to type what.hmm those pics were took when my grandpa's birthday and celebrated at some restoran.actually i was damn upset at that night just because of some ppl whom made me hurt gao gao.suddenly,i saw some1 that i know he would made me happy.that was he,my dear cousin.he's really damn cute espeacially his voice i lost control on him!!i love him so muchie!!i was thinking "fuck off la the bitches!!" now,im alright.they are unworth to let me think it all again.we are past-tense.anyway thanks for let me knew it.
thanks to darling accompanied me to attended the dinner.love u...

with him

today,i went to 1U with him due to got to bought some junk foods and drinks for the PD trip.when i was thinking abt the trip,i will feel so excited.i'm so expecting for this trip because it is the first time that celebrate my birthday with bf at there.but no matter what,i'll enjoy with him.
hmm after buying,we shop around there.what a coincidence,there have the exhibition of the wedding or personal photo album.when we were standing to take a look,a sales promoter asked us to given him few mins to let him explain abt the package.sure we do,we're interesting!
the three of staff sat with us to explained and introduced how inexpensive of the package they had and keep showing the sample of photo albums of the other ppl.wow it was really nice we knew.and then he asked how much of the package is.what a suprising!he paid the deposit to them.i really got shock!but touched also la."i knew u wanted to take the personal photo album thats y i will paid."he said.my gosh!!thanks a lot darling.heart u always because u'll remember what did i said to u..
after that,he sent me back for rest awhile and take a bath because i promised him i will work with him later.actually the work wasn't hard,but i still got to improve myself.the working time with him was so sweet eventhough keep sweating.i had lead a sweet day with him.he is mine!

fucking hair stylist!!!

what the FUCK!!!!! cut my long hair!!!!! damn hate!!!!i wont go "dry cut" anymore!!!fuck off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy gathering days

seong,weijun,unknown,chyii and carmen

thank u.

yeah !!

happy 1s.

the 2girls inside the camp now.take care.

say cheeze!


i was upset at that few days.BUT,because of them,i've changed my mind!just like what white said.i promise i wont think it about anymore,its unvaluable.


btw,that night was so funny.the firstly we went to mamak for gather with the schoolmates.we've talked a lot about the ghost stories.haha *tolong la chyii and carmen was going to NS next day leh*.after that don't know who else suggested want to overnight at some1's house.of course,i got to back home to get the license from my mum.all of them went to my house.what a coincidence,she've cooked the ''tong sui''.sure,weijun ate 2bowls haha.then,they sat together to listen the stories.everybody had their's comment after listening.*of course i do,they are really too much* .a while later,darling came over too.because we were planning go to jogging next day.wow carmen's house was so far(for me la actually selayang jek).hmm nothing to do at there,white said took some pics and i said lets copy some1 lo haha really had lot of fun at that moment!!=D after taking pis,i think it was around 3 4 somethings la some of them were so tired and weijun said dont want go to jog tmrow its too fucking tired and she couldn't sleep because of me and darling haha sorry dude.we all slept until 9 10 somethings.after breakfast we back to own house to rest awhile due to have next round at night-farewell with the girls,chyii and carmen.

when 6 somethings chyii came to fetched me&white went to mill wheel to ate the iced-dessert and chit-chatted a while and wait for the people.after then,the farewell place is_leng gei bak kuk teh!the foods was awesome,because of?my darling la haha.we ordered lots of foods.sure,all of us were so full.we planned to watched the movie-THE RACE OF WITCH MOUTAIN.b4 movie,we accompanied carmen wait for her's uncle.we took pics b4 she leaved and we gave her the huggings.take care carmen,three months will pass soon. hmm after movie,i gave the huggings to chyii too,the feeling wasn't good,because i reluctant of ur leaving even 3months.really have to take good care inside there.we're waiting for u girls.


yes.i really thanks for the happy plus unforgettable nights.keep contact anyways.miss u guys.

heart-broken

recently,i've learnt something,i know who my FREN is.
thanks for let me learnt a lesson...

UNHAPPY

before this,i wanted to type lots of words here...
after that,i have no mood....
18's birthday????hahahaha*sarcastic grin....*

NO worries

ohh my gosh !!!!
im going to school to take the spm result !!
worrying how's about m result !!!!
no worries a,GOD and "GUN YAM" will bless me !!

Learn to release

i really damn hate the people who are falseness!what world is it??last night i couldn't control myself in front of him..i did,i cried again.why??because of those people again.yes,we cannot easily to believe anyone,iF u did,haha hope GOD BLESS u!!what should i do actually?make a clean break?forget the all things with thoroughly cleaned-up?can,but i need a long time to do.i just,i just hope they can able to mend one's ways.i told myself,without them,i still got my family,my boy,and my girls. . .thanks for ur arms,ur shoulder,ur hugging..u are so truly for me.only u..

time to grow up

ohh fuck!i couldnt sleep and keep thinking about that annoying thing!!!
what the hell now,what has happen now,anything else???!damn fucking!!i told him and given a suggestion to me.but i still considering.lots of problems around me and waiting for me to solve it all.but these people still wanna to did that things to make other people feel disgusted,totally could said as milacious!!!because of those people will tell the lies to u and so many that i dont know how to express my feeling now!!u will feel disappointed iF u tried it!! could i have a happy birthday in this year without vexed?its unanswerable,but i think i could,at least i got him...