time to grow up

ohh fuck!i couldnt sleep and keep thinking about that annoying thing!!!
what the hell now,what has happen now,anything else???!damn fucking!!i told him and given a suggestion to me.but i still considering.lots of problems around me and waiting for me to solve it all.but these people still wanna to did that things to make other people feel disgusted,totally could said as milacious!!!because of those people will tell the lies to u and so many that i dont know how to express my feeling now!!u will feel disappointed iF u tried it!! could i have a happy birthday in this year without vexed?its unanswerable,but i think i could,at least i got him...